In this personal essay, the author shares their experience growing up as the only LGBTQ+ person in their family and society in Belarus. Despite their parents' lack of overt homophobia, the author feels that there is a general lack of understanding and empathy towards the LGBTQ+ community in the country. The author notes that while there are no legal barriers to same-sex relationships, socially there is significant stigma and discrimination against LGBTQ+ individuals. The essay concludes with the author hoping that by sharing their story, they can contribute to changing attitudes towards the LGBTQ+ community in Belarus and beyond. Overall, the essay provides a personal and introspective perspective on the challenges of growing up LGBTQ+ in an unwelcoming society.